Today marks the one year anniversary of my best friend's death.
I assumed I would have a better handle on my emotions by now. They're as haywire as they were this time last year. I don't know which emotion to feel today. I'm angry, heartbroken, confused, and happy.
Angry because of the way you died.
Heartbroken because you're gone.
Confused about why you chose that.
Happy because you're at peace.
I assumed I would have a better handle on my emotions by now. They're as haywire as they were this time last year. I don't know which emotion to feel today. I'm angry, heartbroken, confused, and happy.
Angry because of the way you died.
Heartbroken because you're gone.
Confused about why you chose that.
Happy because you're at peace.
In spite of all of that, there is one feeling that isn't haywire. One that never lessons or allows me to forget. One simple emotion.
Love.
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